When you wish upon a star,makes no diff'rence who you are,
Anything your heart desires
Will come to you.
If your heart is in your dream,
No request is too extreme,
When you wish upon a star
As dreamers do.

Bridge:
Fate is kind; she brings to those who love
The sweet fulfillment of their secret longing.
Like a bolt out of the blue,
Fate steps in and sees you through;
When you wish upon a star,
Your dreams come true.

YAH RIGHT !POOOF. LIAR LIAR.

haha we went to see a fortune teller today.
):

I cannot decide whether things are moving too fast or on a standstill.

this aint funny.yes,laugh at me cos i sound silly.
i've got so much to say but i just cant seem to pen down my thoughts.massive rollarcoaster ride of emotions.anger,dissapointment raging within me.
i just wished the story didnt end this way.im still hanging on to every word you said.still stuck in the past, you were just a beautiful make believe. I get emotionally attached too easily.It's tiring, but I guess it's what I chose. what a loser .a wreck. god bless me.

i'll keep dreaming.i think i replay past memories too much.

THERE WAS A MADMAN IN THE BUS SEH!
FREAK FREAK FREAK FREAK.
i was sitting with chai,charlyn,quraisha and pan was there too and that madman was sitting just in front of us.den he started talking to us!he asked if we went for ndp den we ignored but he kept asking so we said no.then his facial expression totally changed.he got kinda agitated and he was like WHY YOU ALL NEVER GO!!!he seemed ANGRY.so i was like no ticket la.THEN HE SAID NO TICKET BUT YOO ALL MUST STILL GO AND SUPPORT THE ARMY.BLABLA HE WAS WE SHOULD GO THERE AND LOOK OUT IN CASE TERRORISTS COMES AND PLANTS A BOMB!MAD CAN IT WAS SUPER SCARY.DEN HE WENT ON ABT THE ARMY AND WHY WE SHOULD GO FOR NDP.
then the rest got down the bus and i was ALONE. he did not talk to me when they got down and i was like PHEW. but after 5mins he started all over again! he was like so you going down? i just kept quiet.my heart was thumping like mad.den he kept asking!so i just nodded to whatever he said!den he asked are yoo proud of our boys? they are very couragous blablabla and i was so relieved when it reached muh stop!he kept saying bye and he waved like one ASS. HORRIBLE. MY LEGS WERE JELLY LAA. FREAKK FREAKK!

OKAY MOM'S BIRTHDAY TODAY! made her a card(: and i bought flowers too ((:

when your heart's not in it,for real.
a delicate soul,
shaped to fit your mould.
no man's infallible,
why wasnt your heart in it for real?

was i just your sex toy,
to touch to play,my lover boy?
your touch,your carress still replays,
we've had our share of happiness filled days.

i thought we could settle down,
i thought my treasure was found,
i thought we could build a family,
i thought you were loving thee.

but then that faithful night,everything came crashing down,
the sights were blurred,waned were the sounds.
even the heavens cried for us cause it poured,
the lightings flashes,and the thunders roared.

why tell me you love me,when you didnot?
29th april 2005

i was flipping through my journal when i found this.this is special (: written by girlfriend mths ago. xD

sunshine after the rain (:

left trng at 4): liz left even before trng started.opps.we shouldnt have even gone in the first place. yeahh so uhmm lit test tmr. i used that as an excuse but i serioously dint feel like trng.dont know why all the kuku juniors so damn enthu.thats a good thing anyways.but me and evie did our warm up before leaving xD.so proud of myself.it was friggin tiring.like 6rounds.had to do drill thingo in between and my head felt like someone was trashing it luh.yes.
simmy dint let us go at first.yadayada she was trashing us but she had no choice in the end. coach so damn nice laa.we showed attitude all but when we were leaving,he was like smiling and he shouted so happy now right yoo all . then i was like no. he's so cute. hahaha. i mean cutecute but not that kind of cute.yes.

im having a friggin headache.mommy's damn LAME.
mom:ive got a suprise for you in the fridge.
me:your suprises everytime also like not suprising one!
-opens fridge and looks for the 'SUPRISE'. getting annoyed cause i cant find anything suprising.i was expecting chocolates.-
me:the rumbutans issit?cheh
mom: yes look carefully !
me: huh?whats so special? -stones for awhilee. OHH YOO PEELED THEM ISSIT?
mommy:yah laa see how much i love you.
SOLAMELA. SO MUCH FOR A SUPRISE.

this com is so vnwvnwanc. alrights. you're supp to sip coffee and not gulp it down.apparently, i've always been appreciating coffee the wrong way. 0.O

THE WEEKEND HAD BEEN MUCH FUNN.life's all good.i think o.O

FRIDAY

1. first tuition session (: all good. tutor talks like a machine gun.
2. played on the swing somewhere near tutor's house at night.
3. the stars were pretty.
4. i wanted to throw up after i cam down the swing.head was spinning. =X

SATURDAY

1. studied with ronald , germaine , priscilla and andrea? ronald asked me to call her dingdong.so yes.
2. played pool at beauty world
3. dinner at rocky's pizza.hell yummy.
4. WE WERE WATCHING THEM MAKE THE PIZZAS.ooh
5. we saw this interesting woman.she ate like she wanted to kill her pizza.it was CRAZY man.
6. angmoh woman shaking her CHEESE.HAHAHHAHA
7. ronald acted like a dummy and me and germaine laughed like mad.super HILARIOUS.he was limping and he was spastic.he was spasm-ing.
8. ran for the stewpid bus and the pizza in our tummys were GING-GONG-ING after that.
9. went to bukit batok.
10. then to jurong east.
11. long bus ride home from there.

today's damn fun too la but im so lazy to blog abt it.

1. ecp with rena
2. st pats for church ministry thingo.met a fellow tracker.hahah the vs one.
3. watched a little of the soccer match between st steven's team and the blue team.
4. ecp again.
5. COTTENCANDY.
6. ian is back.working at the shop.
7. granny's house.
8. cousin has two new baby hamsters.DISGUSTING.
9. half naked vs guy playing his electronic guitar by the window.apparently,my cousin thinks he's hot.she says he has nice features.and ohh he just lives at the opp block!tower 3b.she can ogle at him from her bedroom window everyday. hoho.
10. bus ride home alone ):
11. saw cute couple in the bus.the wife was duper FIERCE la.hahah so funny.

yes this entry doesnt sound fun.im lazy.but the weekend was FUN! XD

YOU'RE THE BIGGEST JOKE EVER ! -LAUGHS LIKE CRAZY,ROLLS AROUND AND DIES!

WEINI ROCKADOODADOOOO.



i feel so uhmm,good now.HOHO HURRYHURRY I GOT THINGS TO TELL YOO ZHENYPOO.XD
HILARIOUS!

thursday
did not go to school.
met up with chailert and nadia at eunos !
towned with them.we were SUPPOSED to STUDY.but yes knowing us,we did nothing productive at all.so we walked arnd,nadia went home first and me and chai went arnd stalking that girl.hoho.we were super high.we were annoying each another like crazy.hoho we acted like we were filthy rich kind!hahah stoopid chailert puts lizard potion on her skin everyday and according to her, the potions oh so EXPENSIVE.hahah and she grinds her gold and haves them for meals.and she says im JEALOUS.ooohh.
hahah and her husband owns QUIKSLIVER BOOOHOO. right. he wears DOG'sSKIN. that stupid bitch was irritating her poor boyfriend to bits.hoho and he was like :oohhh so now yoo wanna play bimbo with me huh. (he said that with some funny acccent and made his head go like some nigger.) super hilarious please and i just burst out laughing ! what a crazy couple.
so me and chai continued annoying each other.everybody,chailert's so irritating.hahah she made me laugh till i had cramps laa.and people who walked passed us gave us the 'what a nuisance!' look. pooof. they're jealous that we're annoying.reached home arnd 9.shagged.

friday
dint go to school again.major headache in the morning.mom was pissed cos today's the 3rd day i dint go to school this week. pfft. so i went to the clinic at parkway ALONE.all by myself):and right after i registered,guess who i saw.hoho ronald.yes hahah so SUAY.haha no laa so he decided to be nice and he waited for me since he had seen the doctor already!we waited for more than an hour.yadayada the doctor was nice and friendly.he crapped with me.hoho and he acted like an idiot.he was supposedly tryna immitate me.-TEEEHH TRY AGAIN.cos i was talking with the thermometer in my mouth and i sounded like i was jabbering so he immitated=/ den lunch den chai came over.that crazy girly's at my house now.she said she wanna watch honey!and when i played it for her,she went to sleep.hmpfft.how unappreciative. anyways , im going for my first tuition session tonight! heee funfun so exciting ! i hope the tutor's nice((: chem tonight but i dint bring home any chem book o.O opps.roarr. chailert's spouting rubbish! all of a sudden,she just randomly shrieks, SPICE GIRLS! den she shutups,den after a while BACKSTREET BOYS! HAHA SHES RETARDED.and now she's superfically quiet.ooo scary.

oh she's coming!-screams. RUNS AWAY.

hey ladies drop it down,i wanna see yoo touch the ground.dont be shy girl,hold your hands up.
shake your body like a belly dancer

HAHAH I JUST GOT TRICKED. i thought it was really a fact that yoo should wank before your race cause it would be lighter with a empty spermbag.hahah wtf.yoo bluff me.hahah cos i was telling my friend to sleep early before his race den he said that it was still early,cos he havent shit and wank yet.so i told him not to wank before a racee!according to some ppl's theory laa.den he said its better to wank before that! haah but thats only his logic laa.
kay wtf . why are we talking abt wanking.
i had fun fun fun today ! supp to meet ian at 2 justnow but he came at 2.45 laa!that bum!made me wait so long and it was pouring somemore!that bitch wanted me to lay a red carpet for him somemore!then we went down to siglap macs to meet his friend shawn.then spencer came down with his friend yadayada den stella came and we all went to starbucks to study for abt 15mins ! joel and all were there too.soon after liz maria and darling rena came! den they left so me ian and stella took a bus to bedok and we walked around den we finally settled for sumo house . i painted her toenails for her while she was eating (: hoho now we are both gg to school with brown fingernails. i hope i dont get caught.its troublesome to go remove the paint. den we walked walked and came back homeee! mom cooked and i ate so muchh! i had fun fun fun today.so long since we went out tog):
i have to really get down to serious studying. i need motivation (:

STARBUCKS! WOOHOO IM GONNA BE LATE!

i just realised rena and stella wont be in s'pore during the end of year hols! stella's gg away for one mth! and rena's going some ulu place for mission trip!luckily two weeks only!BUT i dont even know if she'll make it back! = hohoo what if she decides to elope with some thai hunk there huh huh!
kay crap.oh yes should i go get an mc.im lazy really lazy.you're supp to take mc with me poo):
im waiting for rena's reply!where is renaa!
yes we're discussing if we should go to parkway for lunch with lala,rena,dinie,lizzie and ian!but its raining now): its so nice outside.drip drop drip drop. boo whatever.
W E A R E G O N N A S T U D Y T O D A Y A H.
STUPID STELLA AND IAN ARE TALKING ABT CABLES WHEN WE'RE SUPP TO DISCUSS WHERE TO GO! wahliew! =X
kay finally we're discussing where to go but its getting nowhere hoho.scully we end up not going anywhere. =/

oh laughing gas yesterday.hilarious.hoho it stinks laa.and people sounded like monsters arnd me. crap.

dawn is a sucker for 5 reasons:

1) she doesnt know how to appreciate the fun from heli attack 3.

2) she's a lazy fart who loves to eat and do nothing.

3) she just refuses to do math.

4) she wants to break the record and get 50points for o levels.

5) she's just a suckaaaaa(:

okay lahhhh dawn(: WEINI STILL LOVES YOU.
shit my mom told me not to lie.but i just did.oh NO!
kaee dont take offence,it was just all in the name of funnn.
movie date soon sooonnnn.meanwhile,cheer up poots(:

gangster gangster
chao ahbeng chao ahbeng.
but i likeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.
hahah must bully people who pokes me!

im so full! but im gonna eat nowwww.
i dont even dare shaft a tampon how do people even have sex. sad case.
hahahah we're laughing at the tv screen.hahah retarded la. the stupid girls so cute. she's plucking her tooth with the damnn string and shes like oouch ouch ouch!
uhmm.anyone knows if its compulsory to have tics on wed! eh retarded.but some say need some say dont need! gimme some tickets! mrs sim dint go collect!

ohh chaoanbeng hoho
give me tickets!
whyy. cos you're my new love xD HAHAHAHHAHH! NO LAAAA THATS BULLSHIT.

those two packs of durians are making me sick.my stomach's like bcwmzkeqlanxibcvbm all squished.i'll always fall sick after eating durians ! i wanna have a sore throat!den i'll have a nice low huskysexy voice(: msn is COCKED UP.i cant talk to people unless they talk to me first !
wabbit's so poorthing.i dint clear his poopoo today and so his potty's overflowing . disgusting. it stinks. can i sell my wabbit on ebay.hoho. fine im not that mean ): i'll find a nicer owner for him.

moms leaving s'pore again soon ! hohoho.
crew night yesterday(:new crew .few more guys and girls.i havent skated in ages and it felt weird yesterday!we had to play some finding things game on skates and my team came in last !me,ang,jardine and mengli!but we still won overall i dont know why? the prize's damn cute!super small bottle of rp7 and this sand thingo.im not gonna use my rp7!xD

track finals on wednesday at cck. have to get tickets?like what the fuck! :/

i actually went for cat class this morning ! -hails and appluades.
considering that i slept so late last night and woke up super early today is totally amazing((:
was talking to that guniang poots till 1plus.hahah.
am waiting for that tall girly to come over now now now. rena asked me to go for iccp today!i wanted to but decided not in the end.was too lazy and ive got work to do(:
im bored bored bored!weini'sanidiot.com is not replying me! -SLAPSLAPSLAP.hoho.



THE WHAT IFs..
Your crush suddenly asks you out?
O M G. i'll consider xD
You walk into an elevator and see a couple makingout? oohLALA. watch ? so exciting.
Your parents had another baby?this is funny.how's mommy gonna make a baby on her own o.O
You're trapped in a building about to explode?find a way to get out? if there's really no way then have sex.O.O i dont wanna die a virgin xDD hahah bullshit.
You were granted one wish?i'll wish for many more wishes(:
Aliens invaded earth?COOL.MAKE FRIENDS.
You were given a blue car?sell and goo on a shopping spreee!
Your boyfriend/girlfriend breaks up with you?slap his face.punch his eye.twist his neck and chop his cock.NO LAA. MOVE ON DUHH RIGHT.
You win a million dollars?BRING MY FRIENDS SHOPPING.((: IM NICE.
Someone gives you flowers?OOOOHHHHH. -flutter eyelashes.
You receive a love letter in your locker?oh cool. the person dont have my key,so how's she gonna put it in. ): oh lesboo queen i like.
You fail your exam?it wont be suprising that i fail.
You get first in class?NOW,THIS IS AMAZING.
Your computer crashes?THAT'LL BE THE END OF THE WORLD.
You got fired?DIE?
Your best friend betrays you?heartbroken ): WHY ME.
You had to choose between yourboyfriend/girlfriend and your bestfriend? both both both!

yay jolin's here! hahah alrights now weini can go and die.hoho. no laaa. i heartt yoo both.

haha this is super hilarious.mommy fell asleep holding a dictionary in her hand.okay fine that was actually quite retarded.more honeystars more honeystars.the packet's almost empty already.i've got tons of work to do .

thursday
went to the stadium to watch the races.team mates had 800m.
funny day.the puffs went all sour.i wasted my 8 bucks.we were burping like some mad cows.
dinner at lot 1.hoho. super funny. dededededededeee.reached home arnd 9?

friday
school was fun fun fun.numa numa numa eh.mdm zaikiah was chaoo nice.she brought us to the lab for chem and almost everyone switched on the com when we werent told to do so.so she caught cheryl and she was like who else switched on their coms!and no one answered so she believed.den when she turned away we started hearing all tht 'tiak tiak tiak' sound.hoho. super funny.jolin,evie,cicibird at my place after school and then we went for the concert thing.wasnt as nice as we expected.i fell down the stairs.embarrassing.hahah lucky jolin grabbed me.evie as usual, SCREAMED.oh well.den the east coast.super nicee.and homee.mom came back from hk. bought super little stuff for me.like two tops only ): hahah and they look too matured. =

TODAY
its 1.48 and i havent eaten lunch! im broke.crew night later.i havent touched my skates in donks.
i need to go but wabbit's food.but ive got no money.pity my wabbit. alrights lunch noww.

im in school(: -sniggles. my tummy hurts . we're looking for images for some art thingo photoshop thing.hoho. the theme is 'memories'. so raow.
xinni is here.big fat kapo.hahah. the photos are niceee. evie,jolin and cecilia's coming over later ! and then we'll be going for the concert thing, whatever it is laa.mm mommy's gonna come home tonight.so fast! these 5days passed super quickly ! yepps. i like the number '12' !!
you know why, you know why ! i wont tell yoo why!
oh dear have to goo. that nigger is coming o.O !

these are the people i heart plenty plenty .
RENA (twin.always there pushing me on,telling me not to give up.)
STELLA (super horny flut whom i love plenty.stop going around grabbing breasts!)
CHAILERT (my all time favourite vain pokarooo girl.)
ZHEN (my one and only LAOS.i lovee bitching with yooo!)
LIZZIE (she saved my wabbit! my benefactor.)
JIAN IAN (forever banging me at the wrong time.but it cracks me up and it makes sense SOMETIMES!)
WEINI (weiniisasuckerr.com yayy but yoo rock too laa.your advices are like WOAAH.)
DINIE (my biatch (: forever doodling in my journal .)
DAWN (wifey darling.always there for me.)
JOLIN and CECILIA (best juniors ive ever had.CARTOON PLEASE.)
EVIE (stupid girly.never fails to crack me up strumming her invisible guitar!)
XINNIE, CLAIRE HUO, LALA MEINU (lovely classmates !)
and all the nice 3.4 peeps! sarita , naonao, janice,jing and all!
sorry if i left out any! yoo know i heart yoo all too!

im bored.i dint go to school again today.

it all began tonight, the outskirts of wonderland.
the stars are shining brightly,so one more wish goes up.
oh i wish i may,and i wish with all my might,
for the love im dreaming of,and missing in my life.
i guess i must be wishing on someone elses star.
it seems like someone else keeps getting what im wishing for,
why cant i be as lucky,as those other people are.
oh i guess i must be wishing,on someone elses star.

ohman this is superdepressing.mom's not in singapore.i want her back now.the house's too quiet without her constant naggings.friday's like so many days away.i'll die at home alone..
didnt qualify for 100m.HOHO.yes im lousy.
our 4by1 tooo): -pulls hair like crazy.
im super duper sleepy.today's the funniest stupidiest rubbish-iest day ever.fun fun at cck.
we bathed after the race in the big nice empty toilet at the badminton hall((:super funny.
my shower tap wasnt working so i had to run to the other cubicle -censored censored censored.- rahh.haha then evie's bra stripe snapped!then when we came out to change, some stoopid people switched off the toilet lights!it was super dark i couldnt see anything AT ALL.the three of us paniked like mad and we dint know what to do.super retarded please.we were like standing in a triangle and screaming like madd.it's hilarious.i was tryna grab the handle of the door but i couldnt see so i accidently touched some yucky black stuff which was hard to wash off!okay whatever.
then dinner at lot1 and then long and tiring train ride homee.my whole body's aching!
im not going to school tmrxD im too tired.pooof.meeting jolin all to go to the stadium after they finish school =i wanna watch the 400 hurdles((: heh.
damn it lahh stupid funny flying shites are flying all over my room!haha the yang guang show's super cutee.HAHAHAH.
woots.HAPPY XD

mom's leaving on monday.damn it home alone for 5 days.its miserable):

crap phone stolen.no phone.no money.no honey.haha bullshit.
im super SUAY today.i wrote a super long entry before this and poof poof.
curse that person who took my phone.
i miss my phone.i shall go retreive my sim card tmr and use my mom's spare pok ugly lagging phone if its still working.i need a new phonee.but i want my old one.
damn. its freaking annoying.
i shall update more when i have the mood.

suddenly, it dawned on me that that bitch needed a good tight slap! so i brought my hand up, and she said "wei..duNcH lIkEx TaT Lei" but before she knew it, i hantammed her left, right center. When Mr.handsome tried to stop me, i whacked him and yelled "stop eating wei ge .(viagra)

goodness.look how full of shit ian is.
but can yoo spot the 'THANG'. that common funny THANG.
HOHO.I BET YOO ALL WONT KNOWW.YIPEE.
"she's a hangerian and she's gonna become a waiter when she grows up."says ian.and ian cant spell for NUTS.he gets mixed up with the 'e's and 'a's.oh man liz save me.

roar my mom's friggin irritating.o m g.
oh wells i reached home at 8 plus today.im super tired.was at cck.so hot and stuffy and yucky.
poots.race tmr.im gonna die.oh well oh well.
and im hungry now but nobody cares.
chinese singing com today!ahah super cute we sang faster than the music.left school early(:1.45!cabbed down to cck.poof im broke.
alrights time to dig for food now.got to wake up at 5.30am tmr):
moms irritating damn it.
all hunnybitches are bad right evieee.

omg haha chailert is a crazy freak she's like madd she's posing like a mad woman in front of the camara and she's ruining everybody's face.she used a eyebrow pencil and drew like super long and curvy eyebrows for pan.oh man and she made like two super red round cheeks for me.BOOO. and and her's like super nice LAH.smoky nice eyes with brown sexy lips. OOOOOHH.
that stupid woman's turning my room upside down digging for clothes she can wear.
i shall upload those photos soon.crazy woman.and im super hungry!
super alot of work today.pooot.school is fun.everything's super fun.

chailert's gone crazyy and she's peeping.
ive got to get these things done by today.
-english holiday shit
-300 words chinese compo
-200words chinese compo
-some shit chinese worksheet
-social studies shit
-chemistry thingo
-maths.
-super alot of lit

IM GONNA DIE LAH.

HAHA. hhiiiiii. im paaan. chailert and dawn is at DAWN's house. haha. chailert is posing for the camera BABY. THE SEXY LADEEE. haha! make-up and alll. she's so vain-pokk. HAHA. wearing the black bareback with tight shorts. OH MY MOMMA ! just the sight of it !

i want to see a shooting star too!boo evie saw a shooting star yesterday !with SOMEONE somemore.UNFAIR.haha
and oh my god lah i burnt my face.STELLA TAN your stupid curlers is so lousy.i was playing around with that stupid thang trying to curl my sides and that thang dropped on my face damn it.haha.im scarred for lifee.boo.haha actually the scar is hardly noticicable!
im so bloated,my tummy's gonna explode.had dinner with mommy and we had a long talk.she was suaning me like crazy.mean shites but i still lovee her.nobody knows me better than she do((:
new beggining to my life.
im running out of hope.

ROAR. i am sick .
so i dint go to school.everywhere's aching and my stomach's like squished up.
BUT im still going for track later (x
i did the stupid english shit but super little.die
i wanna smash her face.haha and hers and hers too.fwahh.
I HOPE YOU'LL REMEMBER.

tmr's a sad day.
fuck it.

and i got to collect wabbit alone ):

its miserable to be me.

...once upon a time (by iantannyiann)

there was a wabbit.

it was dawn's wabbit. it had survived many ordeals,
from stella's lung cancer prediction to the tsunami disaster.

One fine day, dawn was on MSN with iantannyiann,Glammaster Phd.
She told him that she was bored.
ian laughed and waved it away.
before that, she explicitly told him that she wanted to sell her wabbit away

Dawn broke the morning calmness by hitting OMG FUCK I THINK MY WABBIT IS DEAD.

ting tong.

the message popped up on ian's screen.

His first reaction was "OMGOSH"

followed by "why?"

but dawn wasn't in a logical state of mind to explain how she managed to dehydrate her rabbit.

so she asked him "HOW!?"

yeah right. as if ian's a doctor.

So ian brainlessly typed (i mean hey, its 11 Am in the morning)
"take a bamboo pole. and poke it. see whether it moves"

Dawn proceeded to hurl slippers and poke umbrellas at its cage.

no effect.

ian, in all his medical knowledge and expertise, promptly declared
"HAHA YOUR WABBIT IS DEAD" on MSN.

Dawn continued to ask Dr.Ian, Phd, Medical Sciences, "HOW!?"

Ian then calmly told her to attach the bamboo pole and dustpan together and throw it away. (i mean hey. its dead right..what do you expect me to do? do you really think i'm a vet)



yes. so i am innocent.

emdd pics uploaded(:
http://emddah.mypicgallery.com/

yupp!im super broke): its so sad.my rabbit made me broke.$89 cos of dehydration!$89 okay!its enough to even buy another rabbit and another cage.poof.and maybe three skirts or 40plates of chicken rice.oh wells im happy it's savedxD
im super tired and my eyes are puffy.i stayed home the whole day okay!how nice.i did nothing productive!oh my god my mom's so annoying.she took my baby bolster and started hitting me for no reason!she's like high den she was like freak freak you are a freakk.so irritating and she cant stop blabbering rubbish.
my whole body's aching!emdd wasnt as nice as last year): haha but many people wore pretty clothes and they look pretty in pretty shoes too.i went home after that and the rest carried on cos i was too tired= went home,plopped and died on my bed.but i bathed first lah.DUH right.

so i woke up super early i dont know why and thank god i asked mommy for my next week's allowance in advance.so i stoned till like afternoon and then i decided to check on my wabbit since my mom keeps cursing it.so when i went downstairs,i found it DEAD.I WAS LIKE SHOCKED LA.
so i stood 1m metre away and i dint dare to go near)x i threw my slipper on the cage but it dint respond.den i freakk and ran upstairs and ask ian to help and stupid glam was so COOOL about it!he asked me to use dustpan and tie to the bamboo den scoop the wabbit up and throw out of the window!boo and obviosly i did not listen=/ so he asked me to poke it with a bamboo but i didnt have one,actually i had one in the kitchen but i was too freaked out to think.so i took an umbrella.but i dint dare poke the wabbit so i poked the cage and it STILL DID NOT RESPOND LA.
den den i called liz.and being liz,soo damn SWEET she rushed down(x i felt so loved.awww anyways i opened the door and she was like cheer up.i was ready for burial and i was wearing black.= wtf nono i just happened to wear a black shirt okay.so we went to the vet and the stopid wabit was lying there like some dead piece of meat and i was soo uhmm guilty.im such a bad owner and yeah thank god liz came!i love liz to bits so the doc poked a thermomether into pepper's piku den her temp was 35.08.doc said it was half dead and gave it some jab which caused a cute lump on pepper's back den he asked me to collect it maybe tmr and during this period anything might happen if there's no improvement.so yeahh and ian was laughing at my wabbit): he even pasted my whole convo when i was freaking in his blog.haha later lizziepoo BOX you.HAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHA I LAUGHHHH.

okay anyways then i went home and rot rot rot den i went for dinner at alibaba prata shop with ronald for dinner but we dint eat prata at the pratashopxD HAHA FUNNY.den we ate so slowly den we walked backed and talked and talked and talked den mommy came back and she came to talk to us downstairs and she pinched my cheeeks like i was some fatass which was embarrassing in front of ronald.haha yeaa old friends.we havent talked in ages man (x good good. so yes i dont know what to say already im gonna stone now.ohoh town tmr but im BROKE. POOOOOOF.

it was super scary this morning.went down to see pepper lying there with her eyes open, motionless.i freaked out lahh and i thought she was dead.and i dint know who to call.super scary.thank god lizzie came down and she found out that pepper was still alive so we rushed to the vet.the vet said lucky we came in time cause she was already half dead.he said the normal body temp for them for 38 and if it's 37 its already abnormal and pepper's temp was like 35.08?damn freaky.on the verge of death.yepp so he gave her some jab and now she's hospitalized.he will observe her for 24hrs and see if there's improvement.if there isnt,he says she's probably go tmr):
everything's falling into pieces.